sian

wah lau, i am really soooooo damnnn bored today!! its e accumulation of boredom for this whole week and the final countdown to the weekend that is killing me! gosh, its terrible hving nothing to do but still hving to pretend to have something to do.. suck man... worst thing is, i am the only one (dun count my sissy uncle) who has nothing to do.. e rest of my colleagues are working like dogs everyday (one of them worked till 4am on monday) and i feel bad sitting here, chatting on msn, surfing net, typing live journals etc etc.. i know they know i hve been surfing net and chatting cos its jus not possible to be discreet.. how to hide e whole day? sure got times when they will catch me red handed.. but anyway, i dun think they would blame me.. my turn to be busy will come once they finish their closing and up the system.. then it will be my turn to slog like hell and their turn to relax abit.. suck, the more they delay the more i feel my nightmare accumulating.. once the FY is up, i expect the requestors to rush in here and dump their request on me like an avalanche.. then i hve to handle e new system along with coaching my sissy uncle.. suck, i really need to find a new job soon!will be going to jb tmr with my parents and my 2 "good" friends, germ and wennie.. its really my fault cos germ noticed my recent coldness towards her.. hve been sending msn to me and keep asking me this and that.. my heart started to soften.. then she asked me whether sat wan to go check out the new csc club.. i told her no, i am going jb with my parents cos my mum wants to perm and color her hair, my dad needs a haircut, and i thot i can do a hair treatment.. this will take at least 3 hrs so i presume she wont be interested in going and i ge ge ask her wan to come along?!! AND SHE SAID YES!!! gosh! tried to dissuade her by highlighting that it takes at least 3 hrs at e salon, we go ulu salon, no shops to walk walk nearby, we will go in early morning, and we wont stay long cos my dad got to drive taxi that nite.. but none of this! none of this affected her decision! so i jus had to go and ask wennie to join us, cos i dun wan to be stuck with her alone.. ok, stone me, kick me, scold me, whatever.. i jus thot she wont be interested....